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 ♥ R FOR REBECCA A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. Email: rebeccaa.-@hotmail.com  Tagboard
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Monday, December 17, 2007
Lots of things happens & i've got lots to say. Read on.. Saturday met up with derrick & co.. Angie and Kristine came along as well. Took mrt down with angie to meet up with boyfriend and honey at queentown. We were super late! So sorry (: Cabbed down to town 'cos it was raining heavily. Reached cine, went down to foodcourt to meet derrick, derrick's gf and zhengwei. Wenyao and desmond came later. Went up to E2max for some games. Zhengwei, derrick and his gf left at 'bout 7pm while wenyao drove the rest of down to balestier for the famous chicken rice. Aftermath, Angie and i left to boat quay. Waited for xiao hao & co to reach, and we went to NOS. I saw wenjie and he still manage to recognise me as the girl who can't got into the same poly as him. Lol! We were drinking and singing and things happen when angie & i went down to raining, angie wanted to look for darren and i saw that fucking zhirong. I was quite tipsy already and i don't know where the hell i find the courage to do those things. I made a joke outta of myself and angie & i nearly got into a fight. I wanted to hit zhirong yet ah yong come in to stop me. I accidently made some scratches on his hand but i think he deserve it. He still have the guts to complain to wanxiang saying i hurt his hand and his neck. Hello? Who touches who first? Do you have any balls? Do you think you will hurt yourself if you don't be a busybody? I didn't even complain of you causing bruises on my hands, you still dare to complain. Shit you! Ok, I was damn pissed off 'cos i realised some stuff which i never knew! He's doing things behind my back and at the same time he still got the guts to tell me he still love and misses me. Yes, we've got no status anymore. But our heart still linked as one. This is the complicated thing. You led me on yet you pull me down so hard. I seriously don't know how to explain the thing between us. And this is not the first time you did this kind of thing to me. How many chance i gave you, and how many times you say you will cherish our relationship, and how many times you let me lose hope on you and then you pull me back once again? Telling me how much you don't bear to let me go, but you still hurt me in the end. Countless of lies you made. I know this is a two way traffic, gotta blame myself for being so stupid. But this has also proven one thing, you're a motherfucker! People have eyes to see, being a fucker will not bring you far! No words can explain describe how much of hatred i had in you. I'll never forgive you! I know people might think that im crazy, why must i do things to this extend. I know some would be reading my blog. Name me anything you want, no one would ever understand the reason behind all this. Its not simple, and im not like jesus. I can't forgive and forget. This is wayyyy too much for me! There's so much to say, so much of feelings and thoughts hidden behind. All these feelings and thoughts has been bottled up for 1 year plus. And now it exploded. Please pardon me for spoiling everyone's mood. I should have learnt my lesson 1 year ago, i should have let you go, i shouldn't have given you the chances. In the end, i recieve back nothing but you telling me im the silly one. I always thought that we should reap what we sow, but things doesn't prove it this way. Being good doesn't pay off. Im not giving grace to you, not giving you anymore chance. You want me die? I'll let you pay double for what you've done one me. Trust me, i aint gona make your life easy. Call me a mad women, i don't give a damn. You went way beyond my limit, long long time ago. All i can say is you deserve everything. I will wait and see retribution coming upon you. To the girls out there, please don't follow my foot steps. Stop being fooled by his sweet talks, stop spending money on a 小白脸 like him. Seeing me as an example, i hope none of the girls will fall into his traps. I regreted, like many many many!! REGRETED LIKE A ZILLION TIMESS CAN! The 600 bucks you owe me doesn't brought back my pride, my integrity. Im now trying very hard to find back my trueself. Its hard, but i'd got to move on. Oh well, enough saying of that cb kia. I had a wonderful day with boyfriend, wenyao, desmond, tricia and angie ytd. Went down to bugis chong qing to eat steamboat, and then cosybay in the evening. I was abit drunk and got a hangover. Back to bf's house, rest awhile and then back home at 'bout 11 plus. Took a half day leave today, and i heard some stuff about him again. It only makes me hates him more, telling myself how dirty and filrt he is. Seriously Goh Zhi Rong your true colours digusts me out! I hope you get aids and die quick. 这该死的爱! Oh ya, yesterday went taka with boyfriend. And we brought a pair of mickey and minnie mouse! One for him and one for me :) He knew i love mickey the most! |
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